Every one of us has some beautiful moment in our life which changed our lives so. Some of us have words to convey their emotions but some can’t.
This is what I feel like when I have to convey my emotions, I can’t put them in words. I love photography so I can connect to emotions easily but can’t communicate it through words instead of it can conduct it through photographs. So this is how conveyed my sensations through photographs and writing.
Years of Maturity
I was a very immature person sometimes back like can’t even take small decisions without the help of anybody. I always needed the help of others to make a decision. I am also too emotional, that’s why I think I can connect to my pictures.
Last three years changed me drastically, now I am a bit mature compared to my past. I can’t say I am a proper mature person but a little bit improved. Some of the things changed me drastically are plotted into some moments. Three years back, when I first visited Mumbai, I visited Elephanta Caves. There I clicked the landscape having the building and sun. It was sunny and humid but when the air is touching the sweaty body, it was too relieving. When I first saw the sun from Gateway of India it was too bothersome. Then we reached the Elephanta caves, from where the sun was looking like as big as its reached the Earth. The rays were soaking us. That day I realized if you shine your rays will enlight others too. For some time you can be harsh to someone but u should have a bright personality. I think this was my first step toward maturation.
My 12th exams were going on and the festival of ‘Holi’ was in between, just before the physics exam. For the safety reasons and studies, I was not playing Holi. Even not studied, was just scrolling my Instagram page. My father called me and asked me to click some pictures of them and that’s the only thing I never deny. Just was clicking some pictures and I noticed that they were behaving oddly. Then I came to know that they all were having ‘bhaang’ ( a drink which disturbs your mind for sometimes and exaggerates the emotions, if you are happy you will be too happy). They all were laughing then I observed that it’s not necessary that something good has to happen to make you happy.
A year back, we were collecting vote for our coaching director for the best teacher organized by L.P.U. It was nearly 10:30 p.m. and we all were exhausted and after collecting votes we were just restoring some energy. Then we just clicked some selfies and we were happy though we were tired and not completed our target. Nobody was in good mood but yet that moment made us laugh. That made me realize that a positive environment with positive people can cheer you up in worse condition.
A few months back when I was at C.V. garden with my friends, clicking some photographs. It was a winter morning, nearly 8:00, we were searching for something unusual. Then I saw this baby monkey, it was trying or learning to jump from one branch to another. It was having fun, then at this moment it jumped from a branch to the top of a pole he looked up with a noble face. Then that made me realize that it’s not about strength, not about size even not about an experience when you try hard to get something. After that, I realized never quit, work hard, even harder.
Sometimes we face a while which changes your heart, your mentality and the perspective of certain things. I had many, one of them was when I was at the streets to capture it. There I saw a lady who was sitting alone in the whole market with a vegetable cart with her. I thought how rude it is that an old lady is vending vegetables. Nobody was there to assist her, to talk to her, she was alone in a busy market. I think nowadays, old people don’t have the company. They only have company in their age group but she was not having that too. I learned one thing that day, nobody is permanent to you. One should be nice to everybody and should have relations with most of them from them some will be good and from them, u can have some who will actually help when you will need them. So search for quality, not quantity.
These things made me more mature than past. I am glad I am having the glimpse of these moments
virtually true 