It’s a great feeling when we discuss our projects with our classmates. I think when I make a design with so many efforts, I can’t see any flaws because it took so many tries but others will judge it as wisely they can, and that is an important part of design process. That will help us improve it at an initial level. Some of us find criticism as a failure, but it is a step towards success. You will always end up with a better final product. So that’s what we did in Integrative Studio (week 7) we saw others presenting their final model and others giving them tips on how to improve it. So the thing which I got to know is that some of our qualities dominate others. Some of our qualities are like a tag for us, but sometimes we can’t know it by yourself, we need somebody to tell us so discussing is important for that also. We learned a lot from others, their presentation and their mistakes also.

So as I mentioned in my Integrative seminar (week 6) blog that the incidents and person could change our lives. So this week is also as same as the last two weeks, feeling nostalgic. After discussing one of my past occurrences, I thought of discussing another incident which deviated me from an overthinker to a smart thinker. Sometimes we often take decisions while we are angry. This incident changed this habit of mine to a great extent, and now I try to be as calm as I can. So the event was ‘My last fight with him’, and the quote related to it is ‘Keep your face to the sunshine and you can never see the shadow’ by Helen Keller. I know this incident can sound useless and worthless, but it changed me a lot.
My last fight with him:- We all have that one point in our life which we think is the most stupid moment of our life. The moment when you behaved like what you should not, but you realized afterward that now you can’t do anything to make that any better. Long back I was like as violent as a fire. A small spark and little bit of fuel could lit me up vigorously at that time. Once I was so much puzzled about something, that a person said me something that he should not at that moment. I fought with him and afterward, I realized that there was no point of a fight at that moment. I was not sorry for that moment but that made me realized that violence is nothing just consumption of energy and time when you can think calmly and come to a better outcome. That fight changed me, my nature and my sense of thinking. Now I always take a minute or two to think before coming to a consequence. That while changed me into calm water pond from a vibrant river. Now you can get a reflection of your behavior in my behavior to you instead of taking you off with me with my aggressive waves.
So this can describe me to you because these incidents made me a whole new personality and the new me is described in these incidents and by these quotes.

We all have weaknesses and qualities. We come across many situations when we get to introduce too many of them in a new way. But the interesting thing is it’s all us. When we unite our weakness and the qualities that can describe us, our nature.
The 3d models which I have mentioned in my previous blog of Integrative Studio. Now it’s all us because those are my qualities or I have described my characters in a tangible form. Those are different qualities of me, so we tried to make it one to represent whole me as a person, not as 10 different qualities of mine. We figured out how I can connect my characters to each other. We worked on how those connections can describe a person that is me. We figured out connections and make a 3d model of the 10 metaphor model. It is more like a personality model of me which is describing me. We also focused on how they are connected like are they fully connected or partially connected each other, which portion of it is connected to each other because we need to show how these all are related to me. We have to unite them in a reasonable manner because who you are is not something you can’t describe, you should have the reasons for you being yourself.

As I mentioned in my last blog of Integrative Seminar that was Integrative Seminar (week 5) that some incidents or person can change our lives drastically and introduced some of the occurrences with some quotes associated to them. In week 6, we were told to describe ourselves in 500 words. So I have to choose some of them and elaborate on the ones who played an important in my life. I felt like that it was difficult to pick some of them because every incident taught me something important that’s why I have their impression on my mind after a long time too. But according to the word limit, I can’t elaborate all of them. So I chose one which was more significant to me and refined it. When I imagined it, I can feel every moment happened to me at that time every feeling was so strong. So I took past glimpse of it and found it something like this. So the moment was my ’10th trials’, and the quote I associated with it is ‘Success is going from failure to failure without losing enthusiasm’ by Winston Churchill.
My 10th trials:- When life tries to shatter you down, it is to check that do you deserve the success or not. This is what I felt during my journey of 10th standard. A guy with lots of dreams under his eyes just trying to make himself productive and significant. Faced with a slope towards failures and trying to figure out what I can do balance myself in that slope so that, can’t go forward, at least I can stand. Participated in lots of school activities but I did nothing except shivering my confidence. After some time I stopped even trying. But then this rusted wheel got a push from well-wishers. Then I lubricated myself somehow and just studied my past mistakes and found that one of the reasons for my failures is my fear of trying or giving it my best or worry of failures. Then I prepared my mind a night before my next try for my success over myself, and then I got the self-satisfaction when I finally proved myself on the stage. That day I lit up a fire in my eyes to see the opportunities more widely.
So this was the incident which improved me to a great extent, that’s why it’s important to me. So this week was an emotional ride of past for me giving me a strong feeling of nostalgia.

How we imagine things is all up to us. We can perceive a thing in various kinds, all of them will be correct but will be different from each other. All of us will imagine differently depending on their perspective, thinking potential, and creativity.
So this was our assignment for week 5. We have to imagine or describe light, breeze, sea, and sky in a formative way using composition. We have to use illustrator for the work. We got some of the references from the internet how we can convert a complex thing into a minimal illustration. Every one of us imagined the same thing in a different and unique way. This assignment thought us about the minimalizing of a complicated thing and to present it as your idea in front of others. It was not only about minimalizing, it was also about creating new ways to present the thing. We explored a lot to find the most aesthetic way of doing it using vectors. So I made a landscape in different layers to show the depth of the scene. It also thought us how to nurture different distances or depths in a 2d vector. So in the landscape, I tried to represent light using the sun, u can see the sky, the windmill indirectly represent breeze, and u can see the sea at the bottom of the landscape. So this was a very direct representation of the four elements but it is minimal.

A person sometimes shares a similar sense of taste in different things, but a quality of him can outstand. He nearly has something in common that defines all his choices.
If I am a formal kind of person, then you can see that formalness in my life like my sense of dressing, presentation or my work. All of them will have the sense of formalness. But sometimes there can be a situation where I can come out as a loud and casual person. So this shows I am also having some part of casualness in me. But this is obvious that my formal nature will dominate my other characteristics. As you will see my last blog on Integrative Studio blog (week 4). This was a challenge for me to make thing abstract because there was something in common in my every model but there was only one which was outstanding in the queue. So that was challenging for me to make else abstract. They were all symmetric and composite and we needed something random. So that showed that I am very formal, linear, and composite type of person. So I upgraded them to make else more abstract and random.

Many of us think that our life is related to fantasy. Some think their life is worth experiencing. Some of us think that their life is going through too much up-downs. So different people describe their life through different situations and aspects of their life.
There are certain things, moments, and people in our life which changed us majorly or help us in our development. So sometimes we also describe our lives relating these things, moments, and people. So our assignment for Integrative Seminar (week 5) is to define ‘Who am I’ using a different way. So it was a tough task for me because it’s hard for me to describe myself.
So I just reviewed my life, and I found some interesting moments in my life that help me in developing myself. And there is a list of quotes and wordings by famous personalities of all time which got related to those incidents of my life.
1) Success is going from failure to failure without losing enthusiasm.
By Winston Churchill
My 10th trials
2) Keep your face to the sunshine and you can never see the shadow.
By Helen Keller
That Last With Him
3) Once you choose hope, anything is possible.
BY Christopher Reeve
My first victory build by losses
4) Every moment is a fresh beginning.
By T.S. Eliot
That lit up
5) When you come to roadblock take a Detour.
By Mark Kay Ash
The first trial of U.C.E.E.D
6) Don’t wait the time will never be just right.
By Napoleon Hill
My whole life
7) It’s never too late to be what you might have.
By George Eliot
Confusion with life
8) Do what you can, whatever you are, with what you have.
By Teddy Roosevelt
My transformation through design
9) If there is no struggle, there is no progress.
By Fredrick Douglass
The Drop year
10) The more I want to get something done, the less I call it work.
By Richard Bach
My Nature
11) If you can’t outplay them, outwork them.
By Ben Hogan
Hard work, Smart work
12) Change your thoughts and you change your world.
By Norman Vincent Peale
The Vision
13) I will go anywhere as long as it is forward.
By David Livingston
The steps to the target
14) Even if things don’t unfold the way you expected, don’t be disheartened or give up.
By Daisaku Ikeda
My journey till yet
15) Even if you fall on your face, You’re still moving forward.
By Victor Kiam
My F card
16) You can not results, only your actions.
By Allen Lokos
Misconceptions I had
17) Sooner or later in life, we will all take our own turn being in the position we once had someone else in.
By Ashly Lorenzana
That ignorance
18) When you plant a seed of love, it is you that blossoms.
By Ma Jaya Sati Bhagavati
What I say it not a coincidence, it’s planned
19) Individuals create themselves through their moral choices.
By Damien Keown
This is what life taught me till yet
20) Don’t cry because it’s over, smile because it happened.
By Dr. Seuss
My later activation
21) Life isn’t about finding yourself. Life is about creating yourself.
By George Bernard Shaw
What I believe
22) Experience is simply the name we give our mistakes.
By Oscar Wilde
so me
I will explain some of these in my next blog on Integrative Seminar i.e. Integrative Seminar (week 6)

Can a product a product be perfect at its first stage? Do product need upgradations at an initial level?
A designer always follows a process to make his design. He never skips a step and comes to a final verdict. There are several motives for creating a design through the process. One of the reasons is to get a better grip on the concept and to explore as much a designer can. More options can make it easy for you to make a fabulous final design by pilling up the elements from different designs. So that’s we did in our space and materiality (week 5) we updated our abstracts of hand postures to make it more meaningful and more abstract. We explored different dimensions of the hand postures and different views of the 2d design so that we can understand its meaning from all side because sometimes a different view of the abstract can change the meaning of the abstract. It’s important to keep updating the sketches at every step so that you can see the difference between your initial and final product. You can then easily see that you have fulfilled all the pits in your design or not. This exploration can make your design more useful for others because at last it’s not about a designers satisfaction it’s about clients satisfaction. A designer should never settle for less if he wants to satisfy his client’s needs. Then we discussed its conversion from 2d abstract to 3d prototype.